why did i go down this path

As I started getting older and having even more freedom I decided to start working at the age of 13. Yes I was really young when I started my first job, by the time I was 15 I had 2 jobs. And continued to have 2-3 jobs at a time up until I was 28. How I managed it, I […]

Standing up for what i believe in

It’s been a bit since I wrote and honestly it’s not because I haven’t had anything to say. I started 2 entries and i was just to emotional to continue writing. So those topics will have to wait until I feel ready.  What I do want to write about it something that has been a daily topic for me. People […]

Growing Up Around Addiction

If I keep waiting for the perfect words I will never start this entry. It’s been weeks since my last post about my moms anniversary. I knew the next one would be hard and I decided to do a little research first. I attempted to hire a private investigator to pull actual records to help me with my timelines but […]

14 Years Ago

14 years ago Today is a day that forever makes me remember the hardest time of my life. This day 14 years ago I watched my mom loose her battle to cancer. This very day, I was working on my talon to clear my mind and in that drive way I got the call. I sat in the hospice unit […]

My Love for Animals

After my last couple of posts being heavy I wanted to write about something a little different. I am happy I received some feedback on my writing. I shared my page with a couple friends and a moms group I apart of. Getting such positive feels really good after putting myself out there.  So my love for animals and my […]

Where I came from, the raw truth

Therapy is something I believe in even if you are happy. Finding a therapist can be very challenging and finding the wrong one can completely turn you against therapy all together. It’s like finding the perfect heel or running shoe. You have to try a few out before making a commitment. I highly recommend doing interviews to anyone looking for […]

When did I become the crisis friend?

The definition of crisis is a time of intense difficulty, trouble, or danger. This phase has only came about over the last year while working with my therapist. I had found myself asking why do my friends disappear when they are happy? Why am I always expecting more from the people I call friends? It’s funny because someone once asked […]

Why am I doing this

I figured it was time to write even if it was not going to be my best work. Ok so here I am. I decided I wanted to write a blog about my life and thoughts because I have a lot to say. I have been through a lot in my 32 years of life and I think my experiences […]